Could it get any worse?

WARNING******WHINE ALERT*****WHINE ALERT*****

Ever feel like your life has fallen into the shit hole and you can't dig yourself out? This is kind of where I think I am. First, things are not good at the office and so money is tighter than the JoBros pants, and I can't make my 7 year old understand why he can't play basketball when he finally decided he wanted to play on a team. Trying to limit the dogs food so I'm not spending a fortune on dog food. Second, T is still working on the Blackstone and it's on and off and getting very stressful for both of us. We don't have the money to be spending on wining and dining potential investors but..... Everytime I turn around the school wants money. the kids need it for lunch, the play, this fundraiser and then another. Now to top it all off the van has a cracked (broken?) head gasket. Long story short, T had to drive to Rockport and made it about 30 miles outside Corpus Christie and van died. Couple months ago we replaced the water pump and today there was no water in the water pump and all of the oil leaked out of top of the engine. whatever. All I know is that the van is about an hour away and we have no money to get it fixed. but get it fixed we must so we have a car. When it rains it pours!
I'm so stressed out that I am getting a canker soar on my lip. 37 years old and this is my 2nd one. first one came after a dentist appt....coincidence? I don't think so.
Ok, I'm done feeling sorry for myself. oh, and I drank a coke today. I almost made it a week without coke. but that's it. No more coke. At least not today.